Invisible Guy

Looking at you, while you sleep,
I get teary eyed,
And hold you closer and deep
You wake up, look at me,
But then your phone rings,
And your face glows like an ocean ring,
On and on you talk about them,
Jumping around, you get excited,
"Am I invisible?", I think to myself
I see you hanging around,
Even though we aren't together now,
Thought you'll be sad,
But i was so wrong,
I was told one day,
"I will find a way to meet my friends",
And i wished, it was for me you'd say
I feel so lost, and alone,
I got no one to keep me home,
Each day passing by,
And you got someone else to walk you by,
You pass me through,
But see me like an invisible guy

Take me away

Lifeless i feel these days
Soul gone to the skies i saw it today
I drop to the ground
My knees making a sound,
Kneeling over to you, O' God,
I dont know how i cope with this feeling,
I ask of you,
I thought i was strong, thought i could handle it,
Never was I wrong, I wish you could see it
Take my heart, keep it in a chest
Its all yours now, for i know, thats whats best
No sound i hear, no air i feel,
its numbness all around,
Like a zombie, i drag my heel
Falling on the bed, i lay crippled to the side,
Take me away, O' Lord to you i pray

The End Song

We fell apart, we came back through
Just as the tides lashing,
steady, the rocks remained unmoved

Divided through countless hill
and cutlures between us,
Yet our love grew just like any anthill

Soon the calm winds, serene sky
Did not have any silver line,
Alas, divided we were, divided we fall

Emptiness grew inside me, locked inside myself
Screeching i run my fingers over wooden doors,
Banging it hard, crying out loud "Please No More!"

Time to part ways, finally the rocks gave away,
My eyes roll over, and i
Finally see you walk away

Heartbreak Song!

Walking out the door
Comes easy to you i suppose
Never to realize
Piercing my heart with arrows and bows

Let's play our favorite game
The blame game
Pointing fingers is our favorite thing
But hey, no one ever wins

Meaningless my life is to you
As you choose not give me my due
I wait and wait
As I Tap my fingers over empty dinner plates

Inspirations bestowed upon you
Surrendering your heart to them i knew
Oh i wish i could do that
So many years, but never to hear that

Empty promises you make
For i wait to see it's light and day
Friends you choose as your companion i see
Wish you happiness wherever you may be

Can't Take Me Down

Brushing dust seeping thru my cap, Packing my bags
Ready to take on another day, feels like a hard jab
You cant take me down, no you cant

Seemless thoughts go through my mind,
Bringing pain and agony inside they grind
Nothing can bring me down, even if i have to fight alone

Lots to conquer, lots to achieve
But time is not my friend i believe,
Grinding my teeth, I say to myself
Baby dream on, if you think you can take me down

Wishes!

Sitting on the window sil
With a pen and a paper
Ideas running thru my head
On how to get my life to move ahead

I think about this,i think about that
Murmuring to myself a thousand wishes
But one thing i really wished for
Was for u and me to become one

Burying my hand deep inside my pants
A piece of metal i stumble upon
I see my last lucky coin in my hands
Tossing it over, it finds it's way in a wishful pond

Closing my eyes, and i say aloud
May you be happy wherever you are

Be thankful!

Walking down the street after a bad day
Cursing myself for today's outcome

My eyes roll over to a handicapped girl,
Her little hands searching through the dustbin

Looking at her I stop and wonder, how lucky we are,
As tears trinkle down my cheek,

I walk over to her, bending on my knees
Handing over a bar of cadbury

Her curious face, lighting up like a bulb
Watching her tiny hands savaging thru the ruins

And i say to myself, what a beautiful day
For one less hungry child i see today